Throwback Thursday, kind of.

2013-12-06, at 00:17:10
 
Some people think that spring is the time to reinvent yourself and start anew,
because that's what nature does in spring. It springs back to life after a long, cold winter.
Others think that summer is the season for changes, because somehow everyone seems very different when you return to school after summer break.
 
I, on the other hand, agree with Mr. Fitzgerald.
There's something about the crisp autumn air that makes me want to start a completely new life.
It makes me want to become a better person, and to find solutions to all of my problems.
This is why most of the major changes in my life have occurred during autumn.
This autumn, I think the lesson I've learned is that you can love someone else to the moon and back,
but that you have to love yourself more. I've also learned a lot about myself;
 
- That maybe I can learn to smile again, even though it may take some time.
- That I can actually manage without a man in my life, even though it gets a little lonely from time to time.
- That I can manage school just fine, despite all of the emotional turmoil I'm going through
(something I'm especially proud of).
 
It's also during autumns that my relations to my friends have shifted.
This autumn, I think I've redefined a lot of friendships, if that makes sense. I've figured out what works witch which friend, which has made everything a lot easier for me.
I've also noticed that I'm not quite as shy when it comes to talking to new people any more.
I also just said yes to a trip to Belgium, where I'll be speaking German all the time!
 
I'll be strong
Stronger when you're gone
I can't keep holding
I can't hold on
And when it hurts
Just think of what came first
When we tried to make it work


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Throwback Thursday: Past and Present.

2013-11-14, at 16:57:54
 
2010 - 2013.
 
I've changed a bit, haven't I?
In a way, I think I was more confident back then. I didn't know who I was, but I wasn't afraid to be someone.
Now I know myself better, but I'm definitely not as cheeky as I used to be.
I'm not sure whether this is good or bad, but my self-esteem dropped a lot a while ago because of reasons,
but I'm currently working on figuring out who I am outside of a relationship.
I'm just trying to redefine myself and reinvent myself, and so far I think I'm doing a good job.


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