London, here I come.

2015-06-18, at 20:29:28
First of all, I'm sorry for being away for so long.
I just didn't feel motivated at all to keep blogging, and I also wasn't feeling too well in general.
I actually haven't had the best couple (more like eight or so) of months, it was especially rough for me around the end of last year and, of course, this spring when the matriculation exams rolled around.

A combination of feeling terribly unmotivated to revise for the exams and the pressing anxiety of knowing what grades I had to achieve made it difficult for me to function at all which, in turn, made the anxiety even worse.
I shut out everyone and everything and wallowed in my own misery as I thought I'd never be able to get the grades I needed.

The night before we got our matriculation exam results back,
I didn't sleep at all. Not for a single second. I then had to get up to go to an entrance exam for a Finnish uni.
My friend gave me and a couple of other friends a lift, and at 8 am we were all seated in the car, frantically looking up our results online, much to the discontent of the driver who had to wait until we arrived in Turku.

I was honestly so shocked when I got my grades and realised that I'd done well enough to be accepted to King's College. I'm still shocked. I think it'll take me a long while until I fully realise just how much my life is about to change because of this.
I was accepted to King's fudging College!!!
I'm moving to London this September!!!
To study English!!!
Is this real life?
I'm finally getting to where I want to be in life, and I can finally say that I feel like I'm really on the right path.
In hindsight, these past months have really been worth it.
I have never been happier or more proud of myself.
Seeing as I have more free time now, and feel more motivated to write, I'm going to slowly start getting back into blogging again. This means you'll be able to follow my journey as I move to London and begin anew in the city of my dreams, the city I love.

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